When he heard that Lazarus was sick, he
stayed where he was two more days. — John 11:6
Has God
trusted you with a silence, one that is full of meaning? God’s silences are his
answers. Think of those days of absolute silence in the home at Bethany, as
Lazarus lay sick and dying, tended by Mary and Martha (John 11). Is there
anything similar to those days in your life? Can God trust you as he trusted
Mary, Martha, and Lazarus, or are you still asking for a visible answer? If you
refuse to go on without certain blessings, God will give them to you. But his
silence is the sign that he is bringing you into a marvelous understanding of
himself. Are you mourning before God because you have not had an audible
response? You will find that God has trusted you in the most intimate way
possible—with a silence that is not of despair but of pleasure, because he saw
that you could handle a bigger revelation.
If God
has given you a silence, praise him. He is bringing you into the great flow of
his purpose. Precisely when the answer will manifest itself is a matter of
God’s sovereign choice. Time is nothing to God. Perhaps you’ve grown impatient
and you think, “I asked God to give me bread, and he gave me a stone.” He did
not. Soon you will find he gave you the bread of life.
A
wonderful thing about God’s silence is that the contagion of his stillness gets
into you and you become perfectly confident: “I know God has heard me.” His
silence is the proof that he has. As long as you have the idea that God will
bless you in answer to a prayer, he will do it. But he will never give you the
grace of silence. When Jesus Christ is bringing you into the understanding that
prayer isn’t for blessings but for the glorifying of the Father, he will give
you the first sign of his intimacy—silence.