Jesus went with his disciples to a
place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, ... “My soul is overwhelmed with
sorrow to the point of death. ”Matthew 26:36,38
We know
nothing about Gethsemane in our personal experience. Both Gethsemane and
Calvary stand for something unique: they are the gateway into life for us. We
can never fully fathom the agony Jesus went through in Gethsemane, but we can
at least try not to misunderstand it. It is the agony of God and man in one,
coming face-to-face with sin.
Death on
the cross wasn’t what Jesus feared in Gethsemane. He’d already stated that he’d
come for that purpose. Read about his agony in light of the temptation Jesus
endured three years earlier at the hands of Satan. “When the devil had finished
all this tempting, he left him until an opportune time” (Luke 4:13). The
“opportune time” was Gethsemane. It was then that Satan came back and resumed
his onslaught, and what Jesus feared was that he might not get through the
attack as the Son of Man. He knew he’d get through it as the Son of God—Satan
couldn’t touch him there. But Satan’s attack, if victorious, would mean that
Jesus only withstood temptation as the Son of God, an isolated Figure, and thus
could be no savior.
The agony
in Gethsemane is the agony of the Son of Man fulfilling his destiny as the
savior of the world. The veil is drawn aside to reveal what it cost him to make
it possible for us to become children of God. Jesus’s agony is the basis of the
simplicity of our salvation. The cross of Christ is a sign not only that our
Lord has triumphed but that he triumphed to save humankind. Now, thanks to what
the Son of Man endured, every human can get through to the presence of God.